Been a while . . . .a lot been happening

Well. . . .only weeks left of 2011. . .and what a year it's been.  I'm sure there are so many stories. . .would be nice to hear some of yours. . .

I seem to recall my last post. . .was about the birth of Mahalia. . . well, as life moves, it's twists and turns. . . a journey unexpected unfolded.

I'm still here at beautiful Mahalia. . .she's played a major part in my healing. . .and, surprise, surprise. . .for a Virgo. . . it's been another chapter of the body's calling.

It all began with enthusiasm and joy, to create a Sacred Healing Space; but only a couple of months into the vigorous preparations. . .the body had another agenda.  Suffice to say. . .the journey has been 'enlightening'.

We find ourselves in a time of massive potential, a cross roads - yes, it's always our decision.  But it appears the 'illusion' has many cracks appearing. . .for myself, my ability to 'see thru' the disguise, is at times a little disturbing.

But it must be something that has been awakened in others. . .as many have said 'enough'. . . .'we can see what you're doing. . .the emperor is wearing no clothes'.

For myself, at times, I find it sickening - to watch their almost comical display. . .I cry out loud to myself 'can't anyone else see this. . . .' - it's all so obvious.

These times of change will not be easy. . .doesn't mean we can't be in peace. . .but all the things we've relied on, could suddenly be gone.  Thinking about it and experiencing it. . .are two quite different things.

So on one hand there's the beauty and love. . .the essence from which we're created. . . on the other is the darkness, growing day by day.

So it's a challenge for me, at times, to find where I stand. . . the healer in me spreads love and light. . .the warrior wants to fight. . .

I've been more aware of one side of my nature. . .the other not so obvious, but in these times when the cries are thunderous. . .the healer cannot ignore them.

And also reaching the glorious time of Crone and Elder. . .the woman in her prime of life. . .our story now needs telling.  Our responsibility to guide our community.

So hold on to your seats for 2012. . .if 2011 has been any introduction. . .massive, massive transformation. . . .being with each and everyone of us.

Where has your journey brought you over these last few years. . . .and where does it want to take you?

A very dear friend of mine from my heart home of Adelaide. . .reminded me recently of my second Saturn Return (the introduction to the Crone). . .my god it was incredible, so powerful and explicit.  In the sky, the Moon turned fiery red and I watched it disappear in the star studded sky. . .it was a Full Moon Total Eclipse. . .and it sat on top of (conjunct) my Black Moon Lilith.

I remember clearly the morning after the eclipse, I sat and 'felt' the environment - "everything has changed" I said to myself. . .I could feel it all around me.  And in my life the change was significant.

I knew I had to do what I'd been putting off. . .a sense that time was limited. . .so packed everything up. . .business and home. . .and took off to see my son in Adelaide. . . .and since then have moved on to fulfil my vision.

That powerful Full Moon Eclipse on the same day as my Saturn Return. . .was in August 2007. . . .looking back now I see that was a turning point. . .not just personally. . . .'things' took a turn then. . .and continue to heat up with the help of our friends Pluto and Uranus.

So look back into your life. . .what happened to you in August 2007. . .and where has your journey taken you since then. . . .are you listening or are your ignoring?  The messages are a little difficult to ignore now - they're so loud earplugs are necessary. . .but it's the responsibility of each one of us. . .to honour our own understanding and wisdom.

The material world as we know it. . .is crumbling, and will continue. . . don't seek your safety in what you've known. . .open your eyes to the dawning.  Things are changing rapidly.

But within all of this - the ember we carry, in our heart - the essence of reality. . . .so, so important now. . .to have an anchor in what's true and real and lasting.

A challenge, yes, for all of us. . .this is no longer just an intellectual discussion. . . .the world as we've known it, is dissolving. . . .where will we place our anchor. . . .

love to you all and may multitudes of blessings be with you always.

marilynxxx