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Hi. . . just to let you know I now use www.magickloveandhealing.com . . . for my blogs . . . hope to see you there . . . make 2013 the best year yet . . . polish those manifesting powers till they gleam . . . lotsa luv. . . marilynxxx
Thursday, October 11, 2012
newly transferred Rose. . . . .flowers
I've also transferred my attention. . . . to magickloveandhealing. . . . my new blog site at Wordpress. . . . but thought it was time for a visit.
I'm going to attempt to get to the 'core' of my feelings . . . . not just flit around the edges. I'm good at that . . . flitting. . . a Mercurial & Mutable nature. . . . makes it easy.
It's not that I don't go deep . . . . yes sirree. . .I do! But usually in the privacy of my own space . . . and often during these times. . . massive downloads occur! And of course . . . in the privacy of my own secure space . . . I don't make myself vulnerable.
Yesterday was one of those 'Body' days I have . . . . and doubt started creeping in. . . is it ever going to change! Most of the times I know what I believe . . . and that is 'everything' can improve . . . . if you take the right steps. But there are those days . . . when it's all just too present and my body's issues are up front and personal and I find them . . . a little overwhelming.
I try to distract myself . . . I'm good at that . . . sometimes it works . . . but it's often not the best thing for my body. The body's trying to get my attention . . .. it doesn't want me wandering off . . . but sometimes old habits. . . become very stubborn.
But if I surrender to the present. . . . discomfort and all . . . I start to notice things. . . . feelings, emotions. Feelings are familiar . . . I feel, feel, feel . . . . everything around me. . . . nearly all the time! But it's those pesky emotions . . . . ohhh I keep a wide berth. . . . we're all good at somethings. . .and not so good at others.
But being familiar with body issues . . . for sometime now . . . it's not that I'm sick . . . . I'm not (and I don't like the word!!) it's just . . . well, I don't really know what it is. . . . yes, I had Polio as a child. . . . and the word on the web is that as the years progress . . . new yucky symptoms appear. But as I've mentioned before in my online ramblings. . . I'm not too keen on labels . . . a wee bit rebellious . . . well for a Virgo, anyway!
But honestly, I don't think 'things' can so easily be 'boxed' . . . when there's so much often not available to our physical senses. Take energy for one . . . . it's what everything is made of . . you, me, the Earth, the Stars . . . the Universe . . . everything. And energy has a shape, a smell, a form . . . . it vibrates with Life . . . it's palpable and real. But the ways we've developed in our societies and cultures . . . we've learnt to only accept the physical . . . and that's just silly. Well science is catching up in somethings.
I've always been what I call 'Energy Sensitive' . . for as long as I can remember. I remember 'seeing' and 'feeling' things immediately I arrived here. Well that's a story for another time . . . . my travel in time. . . . to the moment I was born. My Mother's father was a Gypsy . . . so I probably came with an extra dose of 'seeing' . . . . Dad was a bit that way too . . . my brother called it 'The Border Curse' . . . will have to ask him what he really meant by that.
So back to energy. . . it's all around us . . . not just the physical . . but the invisible. It's like having on a pair of special glasses . . . . you get to see behind the veil . . . . fascinating. . . . yes. . . . for this little Earth girl.
But as you can see . . . I quickly moved away from emotions and vulnerability . . . as I said . . . very good at distraction. Not that energy doesn't play a part it does . . . . 'cause we have Energy Bodies surrounding our physical body. . . . and one of them is the Emotional . . . it's real, it exists . . . . and our Emotion Body is a land in itself.
This 'Land' can be a sensitive one . . . so many emotions experienced in our Life . . . especially when we're young . . . so we can learn to desensitise our emotional antennae. . . and lock away the key to this strange amd mysterious Land.
Yesterday . . . . when my body was down for the count . . . . as often happens during these times . . . .'downloads' begin . . . well that's what I call them . . . it's like all this information. I write and I write, scribbling it down . . . I love these times . . . almost worth the price (body down). It's like I go on a journey to different levels of myself . . . flashes of past, future and now . . . and a depth of 'knowing' that reveals many things.
I came close . . . . very close . . .. to the edge of a very deep well . . .. I sensed it immediately . . . tears started to well . . . . I understood immediately where I'd arrived. The deep well of my emotions . . . didn't stay very long. . . . now I'm not sure if it was only meant to be a glimpse . .. . or if I shot off real quick!!
But later that evening as I tried to find some comfort with my body . . . the word VULNERABILITY . . . jumped into my consciousness. Ahhh . . . that's what it's about . . . . well we're entering virgin territory here . . . . Saturn in Scorpio . . . . now I thought I'd had nothing much more to learn. . . . . silly, silly me.
Have a stupendous day . . . living your precious, precious Life
lots luv . . . . marilynxxxx
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Sunday, April 22, 2012
Transformation is possible. . .I'm a living example. . . I know, without doubt, healing is available. It's been a massive year. . .down to the depths. . .but that's something that's familiar with Chiron in Scorpio. . and in the 6th house, body issues predominate (excuse those not so familiar with Astrology).
Astrology has been a part of my life since a very young age. . .discovered it 'accidently' when I was pursuing the psyche. It made sense to me then, and does to me still. . . .cycles upon cycles. . .they can be understood.
So in this very time and space I sit in this beautiful place, which has played such a major part in bringing me here now. So many gifts are given, do we really see, how much we are loved. . .and taken care of.
Yes, I guess these current years have been significant for many. . .but the only steering wheel we sit behind. . is our own personal vehicle. And the great loving hands of the 'creator'. . .with us always.
This incredible place. . .this place I called Mahalia, meaning powerful yet gentle. .and this was before I got to know her. They called me here, they knew they could help me, I'll be forever grateful to the many who have watched over me. . and guided me. . .to my healing.
You see healing happens on many levels. . not just with our body. . .the 'outer' bodies need healing, before it's possible with the physical.. . the body is the last to heal. . .and may take longer. . . as it vibrates with a much slower energy.
I've seen the Ancestors with my very 'eyes'.. .I've felt their presence. . their power and beauty. This is an Ancient Land, they still exist here. . gentle and loving with such a powerful presence.
We think we do things for so many reasons. . .but are we guided by the great hand of kindness. Whose only objective is to see us happy.
Life is love, I have absolutely no doubt. . .love surrounds me, everywhere I look. . .it's in the air that I breathe and everything I see. It's been with me since I came to Earth. . .and it will carry me when I need to leave.
I feel blessed beyond belief.
So much has culminated over these last few weeks. . a visit to my old home town, precious time with my beautiful boy. . .a truly amazing healing by Lamar Tendar - 'he's the real deal' the lovely woman said to me when I asked for an appointment. . . and that was another serendipitous experience,
the way I actually got one. It wasn't easy to understand the words but I sure did feel the energy. .and I know it may sound too good to be true. . .but I actually experienced all my past removed from my shoulders. . .it was actually physical..I felt such a lightness, and I was seeing thru different eyes. . .my life has changed. . my perception now free. . .to be here, here and now.
So as a result of all this 'freedom'. . .something was clear. . .my time here at Mahalia has come to an end. . . .and strangely (from my past) I feel no attachment. .to this incredible world that I have lived in. I'm ready to pass it on to the next person who needs it. . .and I know they are waiting to receive it.
Yes, it's a very powerful place. . . .beautiful too. . .but my journey is complete. . .and there's another place for me now. A completely new chapter has begun.
Well, being a Virgo, I like to improve, make things better than they were. .. so there's some things I'd like to do. . before I leave. I like to pass on things as I'd like to receive them.. . . .
So Magickal Mahalia is up for sale. . .anyone reading this who is interested can send me an email. . .at email@example.com.
Yes. . .miracles happen everyday. . .the world is full of magick. . .leave no room for doubt. . .we create our reality. . .every single second. And we create our life. . .the life of our dreams.
My dream manifested here. . .almost down to the detail. . .yes, I had plans to do more for more people. . .but that wasn't the plan . . 'they' had for me. . .they just wanted me here. . .so I could heal. . . heal in body, mind and spirit.
Magickal Mahalia how precious you are. . .my responsibility now, to pass this on the right person. . .who I know is waiting.
Love to you all dear souls. . .and never doubt for a second. . that you are deeply, deeply loved. Yes, it took me many journeys to uncover this wisdom. . but I did, and I'm still living. . .so all is perfect. . .
much love to you all
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
the healer gone
free to choose
what I like
what feels good
in saving others
freed from the chains
I've carried forever
I feel so light
I feel so happy
I can choose
my own direction
weight of responsibility
now been removed
new life will benefit
I'll have fun
I'll see my gorgeous boy
I'll socialize & write stories
plenty of material
I'll go to the movies
I'll sit in cafes
watching the people
I'll have many stories
in need of telling. . .. . .