Sunday, April 22, 2012

washed clean from the past. . .a new life begins. . .


Transformation is possible. . .I'm a living example. . . I know, without doubt, healing is available. It's been a massive year. . .down to the depths. . .but that's something that's familiar with Chiron in Scorpio. . and in the 6th house,  body issues predominate (excuse those not so familiar with Astrology).

Astrology has been a part of my life since a very young age. . .discovered it 'accidently' when I was pursuing the psyche.  It made sense to me then, and does to me still. . . .cycles upon cycles. . .they can be understood.

So in this very time and space I sit in this beautiful place, which has played such a major part in bringing me here now.  So many gifts are given, do we really see, how much we are loved. . .and taken care of.

Yes, I guess these current years have been significant for many. . .but the only steering wheel we sit behind. . is our own personal vehicle.  And the great loving hands of the 'creator'. . .with us always.

This incredible place. . .this place I called Mahalia, meaning powerful yet gentle. .and this was before I got to know her.  They called me here, they knew they could help me, I'll be forever grateful to the many who have watched over me. . and guided me. . .to my healing.
You see healing happens on many levels. . not just with our body. . .the 'outer' bodies need healing, before it's possible with the physical.. . the body is the last to heal. . .and may take longer. . . as it vibrates with a much slower energy.

I've seen the Ancestors with my very 'eyes'.. .I've felt their presence. . their power and beauty.  This is an Ancient Land, they still exist here. . gentle and loving with such a powerful presence.

We think we do things for so many reasons. . .but are we guided by the great hand of kindness.  Whose only objective is to see us happy. 

Life is love, I have absolutely no doubt. . .love surrounds me, everywhere I look. . .it's in the air that I breathe and everything I see.  It's been with me since I came to Earth. . .and it will carry me when I need to leave.

I feel blessed beyond belief.

So much has culminated over these last few weeks. . a visit to my old home town, precious time with my beautiful boy. . .a truly amazing healing by Lamar Tendar - 'he's the real deal' the lovely woman said to me when I asked for an appointment. . . and that was another serendipitous experience,
the way I actually got one. It wasn't easy to understand the words but I sure did feel the energy.  .and I know it may sound too good to be true. . .but I actually experienced all my past removed from my shoulders. . .it was actually physical..I felt such a lightness, and I was seeing thru different eyes. . .my life has changed. . my perception now free. . .to be here, here and now.

So as a result of all this 'freedom'. . .something was clear. . .my time here at Mahalia has come to an end. . . .and strangely (from my past) I feel no attachment. .to this incredible world that I have lived in.  I'm ready to pass it on to the next person who needs it. . .and I know they are waiting to receive it.

Yes, it's a very powerful place. . . .beautiful too. . .but my journey is complete. . .and there's another place for me now. A completely new chapter has begun.

Well, being a Virgo, I like to improve, make things better than they were. .. so there's some things I'd like to do. . before I leave.  I like to pass on things as I'd like to receive them.. . . .

So Magickal Mahalia is up for sale. . .anyone reading this who is interested can send me an email. . .at manymagickmoments@gmail.com.

Yes. . .miracles happen everyday. . .the world is full of magick. . .leave no room for doubt. . .we create our reality. . .every single second. And we create our life. . .the life of our dreams.

My dream manifested here. . .almost down to the detail. . .yes, I had plans to do more for more people. . .but that wasn't the plan . . 'they' had for me. . .they just wanted me here. . .so I could heal. . . heal in body, mind and spirit.

Magickal Mahalia how precious you are. . .my responsibility now, to pass this on the right person. . .who I know is waiting.

Love to you all dear souls. . .and never doubt for a second. . that you are deeply, deeply loved.  Yes, it took me many journeys to uncover this wisdom. . but I did, and I'm still living. . .so all is perfect. . .

much love to you all
marilynxxx

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

free to choose. . .


the healer gone
free to choose
what I like
what feels good

no obligations
in saving others
freed from the chains
I've carried forever

I feel so light
I feel so happy
I can choose
my own direction

weight of responsibility
now been removed
buried deep
new life will benefit

I'll have fun
I'll write
I'll see my gorgeous boy
I'll socialize & write stories

plenty of material

I'll swim
I'll dance
I'll go to the movies
I'll sit in cafes
watching the people

I'll have many stories
in need of telling. . .. . .


marilynxxx

Monday, April 16, 2012

I can smell the new. . .

the Magick Tree in the gully

Excitement's in the air. . . .I can smell the newness
Smell is an undeveloped sense of mine. . . .but I guess some smells are subtle. . .
It's like the smell is a feeling. . . a sense of knowing. . . like it's real and tangible. . . .ready for coming

It's exciting when this newness. . . .comes heading toward me
All parts not in place. . .but the essence unmistakable

Sometimes we want things for such a long time
then 'whoof'. . . .they're gone

something new has been born

or is it new

has it always been there
hidden or ignored. . . for other possibilities

as values are pretty solid
and don't travel too far a distance. . .

so I'm excited. . . .a new life is opening
one of balance. . .love and kindness

family and friends
support and acknowledgement

funny how we choose things
we think are important

then 'whoofff' the curtain is risen
and everything changes. . .. .  .

marilynxxx

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Movement a plenty. . .but direction still hidden


We live in times of massive movement. . .
all our levels changing order

many feelings compete for attention

oh my god. . .where am I going
how do I decipher all the information

in this age of mass communication
can distract from internal dialogue
'cause only we know the reason

that we're here
and where we're going

so how to settle
the restless feelings
go here, go there
what is my purpose

many options
present their cases

move back, move back
return to the stillness
the private chamber
deep inside you

only you
know the combination
to unlock the wisdom
you have carried

for many, many generations

needs are simple
wants so basic
follow your voice
understand the language

ask for help
ask for guidance

the light will come
illuminate the pathway

happiness and love
only considered

a peace so deep
saturates
your being

I need to be still
I need to listen. . . .


marilynxxx